Tonight, we are having a family outing. God! Dont they understand, im not in the mood to go out at all? All i want to do is, stay at home, look at my lappy, and sleep. I am not in the mood to go out, or to enjoy. Really, what do you think?

This few days, i have only been staring at my laptop, chatting and blogging as i am currently. I still am having a tummy ache. A really bad one. And later we are going out. I need a bathroom not a fun night out. The only thing that keeps me smilin is my cousin Lina & my friend Eqi. Thats all. Almost all the others are bullshitting my life.

They still think its fun when so much mishap has happened? Well, yes, for them it is cos nuth seem to happen to them. But the cousin relationship has already turned sour. And nuth can change that. I don't get it. They dont get it. My bloody bear dont get it.

So ppl started to think that all this is stupid, i dont. I think that my life has gone from bad to worse. Im going to go to the doctors next week and i am waiting for the result which i know is bad. Getting worse rite?! Yes! Theres so much more.

Signing out sighing,
Ekin

*my next post will be about translation from English to Indonesian.*