Tuesday, November 03, 2009 Y Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Miss Doing The Things.Im recovering, i think. -.- Trust me, the interface of my life right now is so unusual. Everbody is suddenly giving me problems...
My family, my family, my friend, my family, my new phone(Lg, the one i bought less than a month ago) & my lappy(which i just fixed btw. as im typing, i cant type the letters T & G properly).Shittish much to the start of November. My tummy hurts wayyyyyyyyyy too much. Worse that a normal tummy ache. Wondering why it hurts this much. I dont eat that much, i am able to take the tummy pain and i am hungry!!!!I would love to go overseas for a meridian break right now. I want to do strawberry picking, go to the serene and calm mountains. Any country would do. Pls! Just away from here. I need a break, i need a life away from the one i am having. Yes, i know i need to change the things i am dealing with right now. But its different right now. I am in absolute "stoning" mood. Haha. But i will be fine. :D Hehe. Theres no need to cry over spilt milk. But u can wipe off. -.- Bodoh. haha. Pergaduhan ini adalah sebaai setitik dakwa yang tertumpah di dalam susu. No wonder malay aku A1. sheesh. But that was long ago. Yada2. Now, my malay like hell, topsy turvy alread. But i still love English. hehehe!I just woke up and was wondering what my plan was for today. I dont have any plans now... There is files to be completed, but i am not in the mood to think about files. And to even do files. Cos i used to do it together. But nvm, guess i just o find another job alone. :) i can live with that. Anw, about the fight and dissagreement with my cousin. I am really exhausted and tired. If u decide not to believe my side of the story. Then fine with me. Theres nothing i can do. Am i right? If you want me to admit, then i admit what? To somethin i didnt do?? Just because things happen and coincidently someone just happen to say our name doing it, doesnt mean we did. If i cant persuade you, then im giving up. I dont think theres any use. So if u want to be enemies, o ahead, im nt looking this matter up. U were the one who decide to scold me, make decisions without consulting me. U decide to scold me via sms, u decide the story. And i ot no say. So i hope u see it from my position. If u think that lowly of me, might as well, u just dont talk to me animore. cos i am not of the high standards to talk to you right?
Good for you then. I hope u realise what u did sooner or later. Cos i know there another bad news comin your way. And only i know. Again, this will not end. i am sure. I have had it. Right up to my wits. The fact that u rose ur voice to me means u already disrespect me. when u pushed me to the floor, thats a violation of my body. Go do some soul searching. I am going to eat. But i cant. Urgh. Like the burger i ate yest, it came back out. -.- And no, i am not having an eating disorder. I just cant keep the food down. I am so hating this. My left wrist, cant move that well. But i force myself. Cos i am strong. :D**I wont be coming down rumah nenek this Sat. So if U want to come down, go ahead. I am not there. i will try to avoid you as much as i can. Cos i also know that u want to avoid me too. Both agrees.**Signing off,Ita.
