Monday, November 02, 2009 Y Monday, November 02, 2009
As of now,
I have a pimple on my eye. No kidding. A pimple on my eye. A pimple right on my bottom eyelashes. I cant blink, it hurts.
Think i cried too much. Its been 24hrs since i cried non stop. I cant believe this happened. Yeahh... I think its been a hassle and i think i cant take it anymore. I want to go far3 away from here. The pain, hurt (pain and hurt is the same, yes i know, bare with me here) and sadness are all coming in. Betrayal, the feeling of someone stabbing my back. The part where i am mad right now. I am forcing myself to laugh and smile, but i am crying within.
I am trying to make myself happy cos i am strong. I know i am. I will... I am sitting here infront of this laptop hoping that this is all a nightmare.
I have nothing left because
you have driven me insane
I don't know why your doing this
but you don't care because it's me in pain.
Please don't come to my house again
because I can't bear seeing your faces.
Not now, not ever.
Maybe someday, in some other places. LOVE,Ita.
