Saturday, March 07, 2009 Y Saturday, March 07, 2009
URGH!!This is totally absurd. I cant sleep at night cos it haunts me. That moment kept flasshing through my mind. The images haunting me, especially when i am about to sleep and when i started to day dream.
I guess this is what they meant by guilt and confession to be the only solution to your soul. FUCK. Yes, fuck you! Im in the worst mood, so tired, taxi ride so freaking long. And guess what, i wore high heels! high heels baby. Not the norm one, but those freaking high, tall ones. -..-!!! Imagine walking in Pasir Ris, then stand long long long. WTH!
Life has been just "Awesome" lately. Im confused as well. I got the best of buddies to hang out with. Lotsa times for myself. But still stressed! I love you so much! but yet my heart is in question of myself. Guilty until proven.
How do you put it in simple words...
*Imagine a simple scenario*
Imagine two people you love the most. Both has chocolates in their hands. You are currently with A and you love his chocolates. But B, you love his chocolates because its more different and rare, and because it brings back so many memories. You chose B over A. But A doesnt know about it. But you still love A's chocolates. And the fact that you chose B haunts you everyday...
LALALA! so confusing and many 'but'.
ok lah. i nak tido. but then i cant. oh sigh!
