Sunday, March 08, 2009 Y Sunday, March 08, 2009
My Batam Trip! ((:this is funny. haha. my batam trip was actually on CNY. but now then i decided to post it up, awesome!Family decided to go Batam, cos one of my uncle lives there. Married and now resides there. We went there for shopping trippp and to visit my family. And i got to meet the cousin i never met in my life before. wow! i know. they are, Rina, she is 17 this yr and azikin (idk how to spell), he is 7 this yr. But managed only to take pic with Rina. We click well even if i never met her before. haha. i was kinda forced to go there, but after it, i never regret being forced to go. a quite unexpected turns of event for me. I went overseas to other countries, but never Batam before. So i tought it was eecky and stuff. But it turned out ok. (: Pity my elder cousins didnt manage to go. Cos got NS lah, police lah, work, no off day, got baby. hahaha! But the rest with no commitments manage to go. And it was fun. (:Met Hafiz in the morning at about 10am pat harbour front cos he want to send me off and go makan. The boat suddenly leaves at 3pm. Buat penat aje! So he stayed with me until 1+pm then i went to my cousins and he went home. My cousin actually have the time to play arcade at Vivo before we depart. haha! We took a ferry called Penguin 31 and arrived at Batam in 45mins. Wah! i sat on top. heeee...Upon arrival, the first thing i saw, Hagen Dazs Ice Cream!!! woooh! high high! Then we shopped till we dropped dead. haha! was supposed to live at a Hotel, but full. Ended up living at my uncles place. lucky 2 storey. haha.Drove to a shopping mall, and shop n makan n shop. Its superrr cheap! Oh yah, the 2nd night, me n my cousins played the arcade, its from Timezone, so can use singapore card. haha. We played arcade till about 11pm, until everyone left and the acade wanna close, we still were there. Pics are just below. Have fun..jpg)
I am in Pink, stuck behind that plant. -.-
This is before we go shopping!!
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I decided to move to the front now. hehe
Loved it.

This is in their house before we wanna leave back to Spore.
I totally look like a geek here.
In red. nak balek spore!!
Left: ME. Specs: Lina. Front: Rina(cousin from batam). Right: Dino!
Okay, this is me. hahahaha!
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Saturday, March 07, 2009 Y Saturday, March 07, 2009
URGH!!This is totally absurd. I cant sleep at night cos it haunts me. That moment kept flasshing through my mind. The images haunting me, especially when i am about to sleep and when i started to day dream.
I guess this is what they meant by guilt and confession to be the only solution to your soul. FUCK. Yes, fuck you! Im in the worst mood, so tired, taxi ride so freaking long. And guess what, i wore high heels! high heels baby. Not the norm one, but those freaking high, tall ones. -..-!!! Imagine walking in Pasir Ris, then stand long long long. WTH!
Life has been just "Awesome" lately. Im confused as well. I got the best of buddies to hang out with. Lotsa times for myself. But still stressed! I love you so much! but yet my heart is in question of myself. Guilty until proven.
How do you put it in simple words...
*Imagine a simple scenario*
Imagine two people you love the most. Both has chocolates in their hands. You are currently with A and you love his chocolates. But B, you love his chocolates because its more different and rare, and because it brings back so many memories. You chose B over A. But A doesnt know about it. But you still love A's chocolates. And the fact that you chose B haunts you everyday...
LALALA! so confusing and many 'but'.
ok lah. i nak tido. but then i cant. oh sigh!